kho0da jo0nam $o0krt ..
in etfagha va3 chand hafte pi$ bo0de harvaght k mikhastam byam bnvisam grye nmiza$t hala ham ..
kho0daya ko0makam ko0n ......................
mido0nid chi $o0d M man barga$t vali va3 chand sa@ rast$ man ham baha$ bad raftar kardam akhe kheyli dlam az$ por bod ..
ba y khat dg bhm Z mizad man $o0marehai na$naso0 baridaram vali hich nmigam .. i ham va3 m inkaro0 kardam avail harf nmizad vali chand ruz bad$ Z k mizad alo0 ham migo0ft sda$o0 $nakhtam fahmidam kho0d$e ko0li ho0l kardam go0$yo0 ghat kardamo aslan kho0$kam zade bo0d akhe bavaram nnmi$o0d bargarde vaghean o0n lahze fahmidam kho0da kheyli dosam dare bad$ 2bare Z zad man barda$tam vali aslan nmito0nstam bharfam faghat sda$o0 go0$ mikardamo0 az daro0n a$k mirikhtam dlam va3 sda$ tang $o0de bo0d ..
harchi z mizad nito0nstam bharfam bhm S dad goft na$nakhtim?? i ham goftam are $nakhtamt goft chra hafr nmizadi?? go0ftam dlam nmikhast .. go0ft age nmito0ni bharfi badan har vaght k to0nsti bharfi bzang kart daram .. i go0ftam man bahat kar nadaram .. go0ft man kart daram .. go0ftam kho0b ba S bgo0 .. go0ft nmi$e harvaght to0nsti bharfi bzang .. i ham go0ftam k na kart daram na $arj$ .. go0ft kho0b tak bzan khodam mizangam .. go0ftam k man kart nadaram ..go0ft tak bzan .. i dg j nadadam ..
$ab hama$ kho0da ru $o0kr mikardam & mitar3idam az inke chikaram dare ..
farda$ ghazye ru b do0stam go0ftam k ko0makam ko0ne go0ft y tak bzan bbin chikart dare vali baha$ kho0$k raftar ko0n ..
zohri S dad go0ft hano0zam nmito0ni bharfi?? ho0l kardam b do0stam Z zadam go0ftam k chikar ko0nam go0ft ho0l na$o0 y tak bzan ba kho0nsardi ham j bde ..
b zo0r tak zadam ba inke aslan dlam nmikhast in karo0 ko0nam vali tak zadam blafasle S dad go0ft chand min dg mizangam ..
in chand min mesl chand sal go0za$t .. rside bo0dam bo0fe uni bastani grftamo raftam knar mizi tanha n$astam Z zad nakhodagah bo0land $o0dam nafas amighi k$idamo0 go0$yo0 barda$tam ..slm kard j dadam go0ft kho0bi?? go0ftam mici go0ft az diro0z ta hala nmito0nsti bharfi go0ftam hatman are..go0ft chra tak nazadi go0ftam karto0 bgo0 go0ft mikhastam sdatoo0 b$navam dg hich hafi va3am nauo0mad a$kam sarazir $o0d havasam b kho0dam nabo0d faghat jo0mle akhar$ to0 zhnam charkh mizad yho0 b kho0dam o0madam go0ftam kho0b karto0 go0fti .. go0ft are go0ftam kho0dahafz go0ft kho0dahafz vaii kho0day man b h3 n4astam hichi nmifahmidam nazdik bo0d grye ko0nam kho0damo0 ko0ntro0l kardam 1i az ham re4teiiham o0mad raje b eraee 1i darsa mipo0r3id ho0sle hich ka3 ru nada$tam y jo0ri rad$ kardam .. b dostam goftam k chi $oo0d onam goft ina ru man mi$nasam onjaiiha hama$o0n kho0nsardan .. & ..
kho0daya babat hame chizt $o0kr ..
kho0daya hala taklif man chye??chikar ko0nam chikar kho0day kho0bam dg az in blataklifi khaste $o0dam dg b akhare KHAT residam ..
kho0da jo0000ooonam ko0makam kooooooooooooooooooooon..
va $o0kr b khatr hame dadhayat va nadadhayat ..

Dobare dlam grfte ehtyaj b y ka30 daram k komakam kon rahnamaim kone..ehtyaj b y hamdl..hamdard(khodaya hichka3 dard mano nagire)daram.. yani mi$ man 1 ruz halam khob $e yani dg narahat naba$am¿¿ midonam k khoda jonam mano dost dare & khoda hichvaqt bandha$o tanha nmizare.. Khoda jo0n ta injai ham k mano rsondi mamnonam vali khodaye khobam az inja b bad bi$tar movazbam ba$ yani inke.. bi$tar bht ehtyaj daram ..

mid0nid chi $0de??man y fal zadam az tah dl faqat g0ftam b M mir3am??hamino goftam bavarton mi$e vali bavar ko0nid az tah dl gofte bo0dam midonid ch omad??
kho0dam k bavaram na$o0d.. hala ham daram grye miko0nam.. vaqti khondam$ boqz glo0mo grfte bo0d vai khodaya mamno0nam

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bar $okr..khodajo0nam yani mi$e ya faqat va3 dl kho$im bode??man mo0tmaeenam kho0da rum ru zamin nmindaze mo0otmaeeen mo0otmaeen akhe ta hala ko0li komakam karde vai kho0da jo0n $okrt $o0krr ..
ahhiii ..
bad az inke j falo0 kho0ndam fo0ri inja ru baz kardam k bnvisam$ bmone va3am bh$ ham n$o0n bdam b vaqt$ ..
goftam $ayad khali $am kho0dayyyyyyyyyyaaaa sdamo0 mi$navi?? mikham bgam $okr ..

SHOKR ..
SHOKR ..
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hano0zam kame mido0nam ..
khoda jo0n mikham bnvisam j falamo0 ..
ba ejaze kho0da jo0nam ..

KA30 RA DOST DARI VALI MYAN TO0 & 0N FASELEH AST & NMITAVANI E$Q KHO0D RA EBRAZ KO0NI VALI QAMGIN NABA$ K DL 0N KAM KAM NARM KHAHAD $O0D & B AREZO0YAT MIRE30 ..

bavarto0n $o0d??
khodaya yani mi$e ?? mido0nam kho0da khastamo0 rad nmikone hich vaqt ..mido0nam kho0da ko0makam miko0ne..
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B 0OMID KH0ODA 0ON BAAR MIGARDEH..

vaqeean he3 kardam k kho0da tanham naza$te..
mani k b fal etqad nadaram y fal az tah dl bzanam injo0r j bde ..
ij0or kho0$halam ko0ne k bkham in0or grye k0onam..
2bare migam kh0odaya SHOKR ..

khoda chikar konam??

 

agar hano0z $abhaii baro0ni yadet mo0ndeh ba$e barat qese migam ..
nmido0nam $abhai b stare ru b yad dari ya na ??!!
ama mikham barat lalaii bgam ..
mikham inqad bnvisam, bkho0nam ta blakhare bgi DO0SAM dari..
faseleh bin ma ranginkamanist haft rang ..
to0 $abha zo0d mikhabi bdo0n lalaii ..
man $abha dir mikhabam ba a$k mahtabi ..
to0 ro0za migyo0 mikhandi ..
man ruza migryamo0 minvisam ..
yadet??.. yadete chqad barat nv$tam to0 faqat mal mani ??
yadete bht gofte bo0dam vo0jo0dam baray to0 ??
yadete chqad barat name nv$tam ??
nago0.. nago0 k yadet nmyad ..
to0 kho0det bo0di k migo0fti:: $abhai b enthai e$q ru nabayad faramo0$ ko0ni ..
nabayad bri & man ru baraye hami$e faramo0$ ko0ni ..
qese bgam ya nagam, baram nmimo0ni !!..
bgam dlam barai to0, fadai to0, DO0SAM nadari !!..
ama in bar nv$tam k bgam::
             CH$MHAYAM BARAI TO0 ..

slm kho0da jo0n.. kho0dy kho0bam ta ki bayad sabr ko0nam??ta ki dg ????   ?????? kho0da jo0n a$kam dg tamo0m $o0d kho0da jo0n yani ta o0n m0oqe bhm 0omr midi?? yani ta o0n mo0qe znde hastam aslan znde hastam k $o0kr$o0 bgam??
KHO0ODAJO0ONAM B K0O0MAKET EHTYAJ DARAM MIDO0ONAM K M ARZ$E$O0O NADARE NABAYAD B KA30 K IN HAME KHO0ORDET KARD DL BBANDI VALI KHO0ODA JO0N ASLAN DAST KHO0ODAM NIS NMIDO0ONAM YHO0OII MYAMO0O MINVISAM O0O GRYE MIKO0ONAM KHO0ODAJO0ON KO0OMAKAM KO0ON ..
KHO0ODAI KHO0OBAM KO0OMAKAM KO0ON ..

When you have nothing left but love than for the first time you become aware that love is enough ..

khasteam ..

khasteh bo0damo0 hastam az in 2nya kho0da jo0n ki o0n etfaqi ru k qo0l$o0 bhm dade  bo0di muo0fte??

salam..
baz 2bare 0omadam..
dlam grfte chikar konam k b dadam mir3e??kh0oda j0on kojaii??
kh0odaya dlam barat tang $0ode kho0da j0on t0o in page k baz kardam nv$te:..
DL TANG K BA$IHICH KA3 B JO0Z DLDAR B DADET NMIR3,.. .

kh0oda bhm bgo0 chikar konam dg khaste $odam az hame farda ham kelas daram aslan hoslan nis bram dl mikhad b$inamo0 grye ko0nam akhe khyli dlam grfte nmido0nam chikar ko0nam khoda jo0n khodet bhm bfahmo0n..
yani mi$e k man y ruz az tah dl $ad ba$am??
har vaqt k mikhabam aval$ k khab nmiram ko0li grye miko0nam nmido0nam va3 chi vali haminjo0ri grye miko0nam fek ko0nam va3am adat $ode ba$e akhe az vaqti k ba M a$na $o0dam ko0li grye kardam yani $aba..
aslan nmido0nam chra dlam mikhad bargarde,,bazi vaqta az$ motenafer mi$am bazi vaqta yad$ azaram mide bazi vaqta ehsas mikonam dos$ daram bazi vaqta mikham sar b tan$ naba$e bazi vaqta ..ahh dg khaste $o0dam az bas k nv$tam bazi vaqta bazi vaqta ..

KOCHKTAR
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BO0DIM
DL
BO0ZO0RGTARI
DA$TIM

EMRUZ
K
BO0ZO0RGIM
CHQADR
DL
TANGIM
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va3am 2a ko0nid..
to0i fal o0n $abi k kho0da bhm qo0l dade bo0d barmigarde hano0z k barnaga$te..
rasti tasmim grftam in webo0 bh$ n$o0n nadam akhe po0o0or ruo0oo0 mi$e..
aslan dost daram na$nas bmo0nam harfye??
aslan harchi salahe pi$ myad..
man dg bram y kam ehsas miko0nam sabo0ktar $o0dam..
kho0daya mamno0nam..
do0st daram kho0da jo0n..
o0nam bkhati k bande to0st & $ayad to0 bkhai k man do0s$ da$te ba$am do0st daram..

barai a$qi diire..
vali baz dast taqdire..
ta dastamon nare bala..
jaii barun nmigire..
dli k dadam$ dastet..
dg az zndgi sire..
nauomad vaqtiam omad..
faqat goft k dare mire..
nagoftam man khodahafz..
akhe qalbam hanoz gire..
bdon in qalb dio0ne..
dg mohtaj zanjire..
bmon in zakhm ru badtar kon..
ajab mohtaj $am$iram..
brizam a$kam ru $ayad..
akhe in akharin tire..
nagi to oni k rafte..
vojoda$ gharq taqsire..
fadai O k to0 khabam..
man ro tahvil nmigire..

khodai aziz! on ka30 k hamin alan ma$qole khandan in matne, zibast chin dli ziba dareh ..
daraje 1 chon to dost$ dari & bh$ nazar kardi, qodratmando qavi & ostevareh chon to po$to panahe$ hasti ..
khodaya azet mikham komake$ koni ta zndgi$ sar$ar az hamei bhtarinha ba$e ..
khah$ mikonam bh$ darajat alie 2nyaii & okhravi ata bfarma & kari kon b anche che$ m omid dokhte angone k kheyro salah$ hast bre3 ..
en$aallah ..
khodaya! dar sakhttarin lajzeha yarigara$ ba$ ta hami$e btone hamchon nori dar tariktarin & sakhttarin lahzehai zndgya$ bdrakh$e & dar na momkentarin moqeyatha a$qaneh mehr bvarzad ..